April 23, 2012
On Meaning

Man’s struggle to exist is characterized by a fruitless pursuit of meaning. Natural objects do not possess intrinsic meaning, they simply are. Attempting to ascribe meaning upon anything is simply an attempt to validate one’s own existence. We create mental models, symbolic systems, with characteristics attributed that extend beyond an object’s Beingness. These symbols do not exist a priori of the conscious mind; they do not exist outside of humanity. To actually experience life, one would have to strip his conscious perception of these manufactured signifiers, destroying arbitrary contrivances like language to return to the fundamental essence of Being.

A “tree” is not a tree, despite our vehement attempts to claim otherwise. A tree is much less and much more. Without the burdens of human meaning, a tree simply is, existing as part of the universal flux. This realization is radical. It would spell the end of society with man, but would reinaugurate society with nature. If everyone attempted to live this way, many would be destroyed and nature would finally be able to restore the equilibrium that meaning has disrupted for the span of human existence.

This philosophy certainly precludes “objective” experimentation in the prevailing modes of science. But what evidence is there for the truth of these modes? Science enables man to approximate and observe our universe in novel manners, but it brings us no closer to synchronicity with nature. Science’s ceaseless longing to understand, to affix significance to, is the magnification of that same base longing in man that yearns for self-validation and meaningful existence.

The very fetters of meaning that we so laboriously construct render us immobile. We consume, produce, and destroy to tell ourselves that we have a purpose, an end in life, while ignoring that existence is both the beginning and the end. The philosophers of the past succeeded in realizing that life has no intrinsic meaning. Existence is the only truth that can be derived from the human condition. However, they attempted to overcome the void that man is heir to by locating mechanisms to ascribe meaning. While they were so close to the ultimate realization, they fell prey to those incessant urges, fears, and flaws that characterize humanity.

In only denying intrinsic meaning, these philosophers failed to deny all meaning. The “meaning” we give ourselves is arbitrary, it does not truly exist. All that can be said to exist is that which is, what I would coin Being. Once a man divorces himself from meaning, he can begin to align himself with the tides and movements of the natural world.

February 13, 2012
"They could not establish between themselves and an outsider just the ordinary human feeling and unexaggerated friendship; they were always restless for the something deeper. Ordinary folk seemed shallow to them, trivial and inconsiderable. And so they were unaccustomed, painfully uncouth in the simplest social intercourse, suffering, and yet insolent in their superiority. Then beneath was the yearning for the soul-intimacy to which they could not attain because they were too dumb, and every approach to close connection was blocked by their clumsy contempt of other people. They wanted genuine intimacy, but they could not get even normally near to anyone, because they scorned to take the first steps, they scorned the triviality which forms common human intercourse."

Sons and Lovers, D.H. Lawrence.

January 8, 2012
"Both the community of property and the community of families, as I am saying, tend to make them more truly guardians; they will not tear the city in pieces by differing about ‘mine’ and ‘not mine;’ each man dragging any acquisition which he has made into a separate house of his own, where he has a separate wife and children and private pleasures and pains; but all will be affected as far as may be by the same pleasures and pains because they are all of one opinion about what is near and dear to them, and therefore they all tend towards a common end."

— Plato, Book V, The Republic.

November 24, 2011
"This world of imagination is the world of eternity; it is the divine bosom into we shall all go after the death of the vegetated body. This world of imagination is infinite and eternal, whereas the world of generation, or vegetation, is finite and temporal. There exist in that eternal world the permanent realities of everything we see reflected in this vegetable glass of nature."

A Vision of the Last Judgment, William Blake.

November 5, 2011
"What is interesting in the events of our time is not the events themselves, but this state of moral ferment into which they make our spirits fall; this extreme tension. It is the state of conscious chaos into which they ceaselessly plunge us. And everything that disturbs the mind without causing it to lose its equilibrium is a moving means of expressing the innate pulsations of life. It is from this mythical and moving immediacy that the theater has turned away; no wonder the public turns away from a theater that ignores actuality to this extent"

The Theater and its Double, Antonin Artaud.

October 29, 2011
"Life is essentially a cheat and its conditions are those of defeat; the redeeming things are not happiness and pleasure but the deeper satisfactions that come out of struggle."

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

October 23, 2011
"We stand upon the brink of a precipice. We peer into the abyss—we grow sick and dizzy. Our first impulse is to shrink away from the danger. Unaccountably we remain… it is but a thought, although a fearful one, and one which chills the very marrow of our bones with the fierceness of the delight of its horror. It is merely the idea of what would be our sensations during the sweeping precipitancy of a fall from such a height… for this very cause do we now the most vividly desire it."

— “The Imp of the Perverse,” Edgar Allan Poe.

October 17, 2011

October 15, 2011
"Meaning and morality of One’s life come from within oneself. Healthy, strong individuals seek self expansion by experimenting and by living dangerously. Life consists of an infinite number of possibilities and the healthy person explores as many of them as possible. Religions that teach pity, self-contempt, humility, self-restraint and guilt are incorrect. The good life is ever changing, challenging, devoid of regret, intense, creative and risky."

— Friedrich Nietzsche

October 15, 2011
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